scared.

I think it just hit me how much of a challenge these next couple weeks will be. The excitement of everything just started to give way to nervousness. I was and still am so excited to be a cabin coordinator this summer.

But this summer is different. I need to leave my expectations in Cookeville, because I know when I get to Pigeon Forge it won't be the same. And that is a scary thought. For someone who hates change, this is a heck of a change. And I am running head first towards it. 

Lifeguarding? WHAT THE HECK was I thinking? That test might kill me. I am not in shape at all. God is sovereign. 

I am praying for God to direct my summer in his way, not mine. 

But before I can get to DFO, I have to get through a week of Young Life camp. Don't get my wrong, I am so glad two sweet high school friends are going to camp. I am so excited for them and everything they will experience. I know God will work in their hearts during this week. 

But on the leader side, it will be challenging. I am asking the Lord to pray for me in that.

Friends, please pray for all the upcoming challenges in my life. Pray that I will turn to Jesus when it is hard, and not to this world.